okay today is a very fruitful day. school ended at 1230 for us to attend a science talk, but being lester, going to a science talk is very impossible so i ended up at street soccer court pwning some asses together with kangtai, irvin, arivan,julian(hows your knee),guangyan. 

after scoring goals like free of charge and keeping a clean sheet for the day, i went training and played soccer with polevault. after that i jumped. which leads me to really ponder: am i training or am i playing soccer. the nationals in april is high jump or isit s-league. i think i am spending all the energy i have on street soccer and i go to training like a shagged piece of shit that seemed like he had wan*** 1000s time 5mins ago. after that i went to eat dinner with yonghwee and irvin.

den came home, i talked to irvin at msn about some stuffs and about training and both of us had decided that we are going to work very hard from today onwards. haha. i think the people around me have already heard me saying "LESTER GOING TO TRAIN HIS ASS OFF" like 100times alr, i dno why but suddenly the inspiration just came. i am glad, i finally have a training partner, someone whom I have not even have before in my three years here. although we are from different events, i hope that the motivation will last till april, at least. so i wont be playing soccer that much ( sorry my fans, you all wont be getting to see too much of EL-NINO action in the next few months )

then i started writing my zuo wen, which i am still writing now. i think my chinese standard is like a piece of shit la. wats my story line, i am the maths genius of school, i become complacent, i play computer everyday, in the end end-of-years my maths test i dno how to do, i despair, then results come back i damn scared, i take the paper, i fail, i demoraliesd, call parents, then i learn from this, must study hard. that is so primary 6 chinese compo but no choice, thats lester.

after tomorrow, i will be free like ****s without bras again and i can finally have a good chinese new year break. on friday, i think its either soccer or going out or i just go home and sleep. a lot of things in my mind. a lot of things i want to say. but.. none to do with academics. it's just like pop-ups in your computer, flooding your whole chain of thoughts. its like dark clouds covering the clear blue skies with white fluffly clouds floating around. what the hell am i doing.

p/s: i want to thank fang,irvin,weilun for offering to buy me a box of plasters for my birthday present (HOPE TO RECIEVE IT). they are damn gd friends la. before hearing that, i was about to treat each of them to australia for 1 week with their families for holiday as bday present, but since their present for me is so sincere, i will buy them plasters too for their presents. =)